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i forgive myself

by libby

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about

This album is a reimagining of/sequel to my first album, "Terror Jazz", and it was made so I could process the guilt, shame, anger, and longing that I've been holding onto for what feels like centuries. Aside from bigots, eugenicists, nazis, (and really capitalism in general) my biggest enemy has been myself. Depression and Anxiety are part of it. I've used it as an excuse to not be as good of a friend as I could be in very important situations. I've made mistakes after not caring for myself and it's absolutely changed some relationships in my life.

I've been learning to let go and forgive myself for it. Of course, doesn't happen overnight, but throughout the process of making this album and reaching out to people I have gained more tools to live with myself . Now I've got to actually find a therapist. I'm scared as hell but as my husband says, "we're all good here" (love you<3).

I've got to keep moving forward.

Now, I'm stubborn and fastidious when it comes to actually being somewhat kind to myself, so not all of those tools were implemented immediately, but it's happening more now.

The more I do it, the easier it will become.

This is a picture into my brain, via the lens of an action-adventure video game.

Thank you for playing.

credits

released June 8, 2020

Music: libby (they/them)
Production: libby (they/them)
The Incredible Album Art: Kaden Fitzgerald (they/them) [KFITZ]

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i am your amygdala (they/she)

Plays drum, guitar, bass, keys, throat

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